Communication skills........ hai~ when i open my mouth to speak i feel insignificant! why? Cos my words whether is it rubbish or not...in a normal conversation it can cut off out of no where & ppl dun realise it! AT least that is what my parents always do to me........ It make me wonder did i speak too soft or was the timing wrong......or do i always have to address the person before i speak!
this thingy happen this sun again...so sian....should i like jus get used to it??? freaking weird cos i was sitting behind them in the car & i was projecting my voice towards the front...my sis heard what i say........lots of time..........numerous times this happen before.......hai~~~ i feel like a piece of meat sitting in the car when they dun reply me...seriously...it's like we are in the middle of a conversation and it can end like so suddenly......it feels like the tennis commercial where the parent block away whatever they dun wan to hear!!! my feelings are like that at that time.......jus a piece of fat meat sitting at the back being transported around :(
Hai~ maybe it would feel better if this only happens at home...at least you still can argue that parents old liao...hearing not so good...but this happens when i speak to young ppl too... why??
I think the best listener i had is God & my pillows & bolster....& maybe my ducks.......
it's so miserable when you wanna cry but cant...does anyone understand that feeling...being trapped in emotions like a vicious cycle......like a full bottle without a cap...the water seems to be like reaching the brim but never over flow.......oh so miserable.....it's good to cry man!
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