frustrated

I'm usually an "anything" person...& the having to irritated and frustrate me...too me...it's a big enough thingy...OMG...i'm too easily irritated now adays...& i find myself not being able to control my emotions too well....

Call me too sensitive or crazy... whatever...honestly i just cant help thinking bout it...cos it piss me off! Hai~.... Maybe like what my lao po says...my affection towards different person is not the same... and it just seems to hit my nerves...& totally affect my mood! OMG help me....

It feels like i'm thinking too much...is like i tell myself:" you're not a princess loh... lumpy fats i have alot but...attention dun thing so much le" ya attention for shuang yu isst very good...though i hate to believe in horoscope...but i seem to fit...well that's not the point... when you think someone has an intention of being more than friends what do you do? Haha...i realise i will run/avoid as much as possible....

well it's still not the main point!! WHO WILL FREAKINGLY TOUCH OTHER PPL's HAIR WITHOUT ASKING!!!!!!!!!!!! esp when you are not really in any of these category: My lao po, my girlfriends, my close enough guy friends, even they dun do it like so randomly!! & no only when the situation is not like so weird without reason, it's not like my hair swing and hit yr face or something like that...i know how pain my hair is...but must have some sort of reason.... like so random...i wasnt even TALKING to you when you do that!!!!!! ARH! i am piss off!

Okie...calming down make me think if something just flew past my head & you just happen to stand there...so i thought was a coincedence.......NO LOH! IT FREAKING HAPPEN AGAIN!
WHAT THE???? This is the time when i wanna cry but cant...wanna scream but cant....
i jus space out.....save me!!!!

Thinking thinking thinking too much....I dun hate...jus that it feels uncomfortable & it is too hard for me to talk bout it properly......hopefully...phew...i jus need some space to shout out man!!!
I'm totally glad it is june now!! Praise the lord man!!