Gambling havent been my forte...& most importantly no luck...
Hai~ if it only applies to gambling....my life will be more peaceful man
When there is only 1/7 probability of getting X and 6/7 to get Y.... I jus dun understand why i can get the 1/7 more easily than 6/7....it jus defies the probablities that i learn...
Not once but twice....Sian....the best part i didnt even know about that 1/7 until the last min...
it was like being stuff with things i dun wan to face.... now? i got it again without much choice too... buy 4D also dun have so lucky....i jus cant help rejecting the 1/7... i noe i'm being not nice & bias...but i really jus cant help it....i just prefer the 6/7....
Hai~those that i had wished to have near me wasn't there...
those i did not have any intention of being too near jus happen to be the nearest...
Ya...I mean like jus across the street...hai~
Sometimes, unknowingly I jus cry out to God for help!!
and i'm glad that when 1/7 became 1/2... i didnt get X... I got the other, Y.... haha...
so the moral of the story is...the more you wan it...more you wouldnt get it....
when the probability is 1/7...it is easier for me to get it...
when the probability increase to 1/2...i dun get it...
Yeah!...so cool....
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Monday, June 8, 2009
random post 2
OH...haha...listening to some of ss501 clips on youtube...haha... i never used to "chase" after singers/ idols...never really like queue long hrs or spent lots of money etc...
Hee hee...but i think the korean boy bands have made me a little unsettled...LOL....
Why?
1) super nice voices...not like those taiwan boybands...
2) tenor, sweet real male voices!!
3) though i dun understand guys with standing hair(using gel), but they look cool even with long hair....LOL... makes me wonder isst becos they look feminie(pretty boys) that's why i take a second look!
4) Other than S.H.E which i haven get to listen to their concert....i wanna go to ss501 asia tour...which i suppose do not include sg...so sad....well...dun think i have extra money to spent anyway...so sad...even when i dun understand their language....it's the tune & emotion brought forth in the song that makes me wanna hear them sing....
Oh....Young saeng is really good at singing! DBSK too....arh!!! acapella grp... some how i predict i'll post something similar again...oh well...ss501 + dbsk + suju Gambatte!!
Hee hee...but i think the korean boy bands have made me a little unsettled...LOL....
Why?
1) super nice voices...not like those taiwan boybands...
2) tenor, sweet real male voices!!
3) though i dun understand guys with standing hair(using gel), but they look cool even with long hair....LOL... makes me wonder isst becos they look feminie(pretty boys) that's why i take a second look!
4) Other than S.H.E which i haven get to listen to their concert....i wanna go to ss501 asia tour...which i suppose do not include sg...so sad....well...dun think i have extra money to spent anyway...so sad...even when i dun understand their language....it's the tune & emotion brought forth in the song that makes me wanna hear them sing....
Oh....Young saeng is really good at singing! DBSK too....arh!!! acapella grp... some how i predict i'll post something similar again...oh well...ss501 + dbsk + suju Gambatte!!
Monday, June 1, 2009
look, listen, acknowledge and share
Communication skills........ hai~ when i open my mouth to speak i feel insignificant! why? Cos my words whether is it rubbish or not...in a normal conversation it can cut off out of no where & ppl dun realise it! AT least that is what my parents always do to me........ It make me wonder did i speak too soft or was the timing wrong......or do i always have to address the person before i speak!
this thingy happen this sun again...so sian....should i like jus get used to it??? freaking weird cos i was sitting behind them in the car & i was projecting my voice towards the front...my sis heard what i say........lots of time..........numerous times this happen before.......hai~~~ i feel like a piece of meat sitting in the car when they dun reply me...seriously...it's like we are in the middle of a conversation and it can end like so suddenly......it feels like the tennis commercial where the parent block away whatever they dun wan to hear!!! my feelings are like that at that time.......jus a piece of fat meat sitting at the back being transported around :(
Hai~ maybe it would feel better if this only happens at home...at least you still can argue that parents old liao...hearing not so good...but this happens when i speak to young ppl too... why??
I think the best listener i had is God & my pillows & bolster....& maybe my ducks.......
it's so miserable when you wanna cry but cant...does anyone understand that feeling...being trapped in emotions like a vicious cycle......like a full bottle without a cap...the water seems to be like reaching the brim but never over flow.......oh so miserable.....it's good to cry man!
this thingy happen this sun again...so sian....should i like jus get used to it??? freaking weird cos i was sitting behind them in the car & i was projecting my voice towards the front...my sis heard what i say........lots of time..........numerous times this happen before.......hai~~~ i feel like a piece of meat sitting in the car when they dun reply me...seriously...it's like we are in the middle of a conversation and it can end like so suddenly......it feels like the tennis commercial where the parent block away whatever they dun wan to hear!!! my feelings are like that at that time.......jus a piece of fat meat sitting at the back being transported around :(
Hai~ maybe it would feel better if this only happens at home...at least you still can argue that parents old liao...hearing not so good...but this happens when i speak to young ppl too... why??
I think the best listener i had is God & my pillows & bolster....& maybe my ducks.......
it's so miserable when you wanna cry but cant...does anyone understand that feeling...being trapped in emotions like a vicious cycle......like a full bottle without a cap...the water seems to be like reaching the brim but never over flow.......oh so miserable.....it's good to cry man!
frustrated
I'm usually an "anything" person...& the having to irritated and frustrate me...too me...it's a big enough thingy...OMG...i'm too easily irritated now adays...& i find myself not being able to control my emotions too well....
Call me too sensitive or crazy... whatever...honestly i just cant help thinking bout it...cos it piss me off! Hai~.... Maybe like what my lao po says...my affection towards different person is not the same... and it just seems to hit my nerves...& totally affect my mood! OMG help me....
It feels like i'm thinking too much...is like i tell myself:" you're not a princess loh... lumpy fats i have alot but...attention dun thing so much le" ya attention for shuang yu isst very good...though i hate to believe in horoscope...but i seem to fit...well that's not the point... when you think someone has an intention of being more than friends what do you do? Haha...i realise i will run/avoid as much as possible....
well it's still not the main point!! WHO WILL FREAKINGLY TOUCH OTHER PPL's HAIR WITHOUT ASKING!!!!!!!!!!!! esp when you are not really in any of these category: My lao po, my girlfriends, my close enough guy friends, even they dun do it like so randomly!! & no only when the situation is not like so weird without reason, it's not like my hair swing and hit yr face or something like that...i know how pain my hair is...but must have some sort of reason.... like so random...i wasnt even TALKING to you when you do that!!!!!! ARH! i am piss off!
Okie...calming down make me think if something just flew past my head & you just happen to stand there...so i thought was a coincedence.......NO LOH! IT FREAKING HAPPEN AGAIN!
WHAT THE???? This is the time when i wanna cry but cant...wanna scream but cant....
i jus space out.....save me!!!!
Thinking thinking thinking too much....I dun hate...jus that it feels uncomfortable & it is too hard for me to talk bout it properly......hopefully...phew...i jus need some space to shout out man!!!
I'm totally glad it is june now!! Praise the lord man!!
Call me too sensitive or crazy... whatever...honestly i just cant help thinking bout it...cos it piss me off! Hai~.... Maybe like what my lao po says...my affection towards different person is not the same... and it just seems to hit my nerves...& totally affect my mood! OMG help me....
It feels like i'm thinking too much...is like i tell myself:" you're not a princess loh... lumpy fats i have alot but...attention dun thing so much le" ya attention for shuang yu isst very good...though i hate to believe in horoscope...but i seem to fit...well that's not the point... when you think someone has an intention of being more than friends what do you do? Haha...i realise i will run/avoid as much as possible....
well it's still not the main point!! WHO WILL FREAKINGLY TOUCH OTHER PPL's HAIR WITHOUT ASKING!!!!!!!!!!!! esp when you are not really in any of these category: My lao po, my girlfriends, my close enough guy friends, even they dun do it like so randomly!! & no only when the situation is not like so weird without reason, it's not like my hair swing and hit yr face or something like that...i know how pain my hair is...but must have some sort of reason.... like so random...i wasnt even TALKING to you when you do that!!!!!! ARH! i am piss off!
Okie...calming down make me think if something just flew past my head & you just happen to stand there...so i thought was a coincedence.......NO LOH! IT FREAKING HAPPEN AGAIN!
WHAT THE???? This is the time when i wanna cry but cant...wanna scream but cant....
i jus space out.....save me!!!!
Thinking thinking thinking too much....I dun hate...jus that it feels uncomfortable & it is too hard for me to talk bout it properly......hopefully...phew...i jus need some space to shout out man!!!
I'm totally glad it is june now!! Praise the lord man!!
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