Studying

Well I say studying maths do indeed make me feel like going mad
But it's a choice which i think i did not regret even though i do not do well in it...
Spending infinite amt of time thinking bout 1 qns is not unusual
Giving up some stuff to make more time is not unusual too...
it's a personal choice made and only i can truly i understand why i made that choice

Well wad i regret maybe is being not able to spend more time with those ppl i cherish...
Tuition & more tuition but i didnt really have a choice....if i could do without it... i will

Many times i really sincerely want to help but i dun have the strength to....
Is it helping 1 small thing less worthy than helping 1 big thing?