Studying

Well I say studying maths do indeed make me feel like going mad
But it's a choice which i think i did not regret even though i do not do well in it...
Spending infinite amt of time thinking bout 1 qns is not unusual
Giving up some stuff to make more time is not unusual too...
it's a personal choice made and only i can truly i understand why i made that choice

Well wad i regret maybe is being not able to spend more time with those ppl i cherish...
Tuition & more tuition but i didnt really have a choice....if i could do without it... i will

Many times i really sincerely want to help but i dun have the strength to....
Is it helping 1 small thing less worthy than helping 1 big thing?

Life

This past few weeks has made me think about a lot of things. The things that happen this year have made me very tired physically and emotionally. I think i'm finally trying to get hold of my emotions. I think i really allowed my emotions run wild...becoming irritated easily...something that i was not before.

I think i had done enough moral reasoning for this year such that i can't even come to a conclusion of what is right and wrong...instead it is easy to be come judgemental in everything...

I realised how different ideology can become fatal indeed....
I learned that becoming humble is really the best way to stop yourself from being too jugdemental and prevent dark emotions such as betrayal, jealousy, hatred to creep into your heart.

Haha...on a lighter note, i think sharing happy moments will be my medicine now :)

Anyway, I completed my korean presentation last tuesday....nervous... but i'm glad i did ok...
Taking 2 language at the same time is indeed more tedious than i thought but it's still interesting to learn about culture through the language.... Surprisingly, i managed to complete my malay CA without understanding 1/4 of the vocab....wah...i think i need lots of memory man!! How i wish i have a dictionary!