Love Songs!!

Recently my sis sent me this song! yeah!
I didnt really know the title of the song when i heard it years ago...
I like the chorus...the tune is simple but gives a special feeling....
I think partly is because of the singer...haha...she has a power full voice!

I will always love you

If I should stay,
I would only be in your way.
So I'll go, but I know
I'll think of you every step of the way.

And I will always love you.
I will always love you.
You, my darling you.

Bittersweet memories
that is all I'm taking with me.
So, goodbye. Please, don't cry.
We both know I'm not what you, you need.

And I will always love you.
I will always love you.

I hope life treats you kind
And I hope you have all you've dreamed of.
And I wish to you, joy and happiness.
But above all this, I wish you love.

And I will always love you.
I will always love you.
I will always love you.
I will always love you.
I will always love you.
I, I will always love you.

You, darling, I love you.
Ooh, I'll always, I'll always love you.

I'll be waiting...
I'm still waiting...

For that moment...

When i can understand complex & real analysis...
I'm going mad!

Are you musically inclined???

Hehe...I'm still up at 1plus am...bad....haha...here's a quick entry :)
came across this webby...well quite interesting to play with...
there are 4 test that you can do...to test on yr pitch, tone, rhythm and musical visualization...
haha...i did them....2 of them quite tough...haha... the tone & rhythm one...
haha...but i still managed to score above average or average...so it's still cool!

How i wish i could learn piano...hmmm...i think it is my greatest regret man!
so sad...haha...but now no time + money to learn...sian...

To be the king or the servant?

Are we always right? What is perspective? one's medicine could be the other's poison...
Do we really know what ppl ard us are actually thinking about...

Well, i think to me the ans is no....not matter how close you are to the person...
If you do...pls dun talk to the person...is there a need? since you could expect the next sentence...
is there pleasure in communicating anymore?

Do you feel upset when ppl's ideas dun seem to fit yours?
everyone has their own list of do's & don't's....
should we even expect others to think like us?
I really dun noe...i've tried...it always dun work...
mainly becos we close our ears & hearts more often then the train closes its doors

sometimes we assume/think/understand wad the other person is going thru...
we dun....it is true... we dun really understand...becos we dun go thru the pain...
different ppl go thru different 'pains' in their life...
whether it could be seen or not....is another thing...
we can be jealous or the other person's family, love life, intelligence, talents...
but we did not realise we have things the others do not have....

For someone who comes from a happy family...
it's hard to understand someone who feels betrayed my their close ones...
For someone who easily make friends & are easily accepted by ppl
it's hard to understand someone who has been betrayed/forsaken by friends...
For someone who was constantly loved & has a wonderful partner
it's hard to understand someone who suffers from loneliness...

But then, comforting with a sincere heart is a good tool to overwrite those "i do not understand" moments....

When can i closed my eyes and fade those judgements,
so that i could hear with my heart...
i must say...it's hard when yr heart is bleeding in pain...

To differentiate or integrate? you set the ans to yr own life!

We as humans love to integrate & differentiate so much...
Often, we would want to differentiate ourselves from others,
to show importance, to show authority? or to show just how special we can be...

In school, those frightening grades differentiates us...
classifying us into different levels of intelligence...so where did the joy of learning went?
woah...was it there before....i think so...
when we were still a baby? a kid trying to explore the unknowns...
with increasing knowledge, the joy ventures out further away...
so, to know or not to know?

How i wish i could treasure learning as much as i did in the past...

In the work place, those ranks/positions/salary....
those things starts to differentiate us again...
taking away not only joy, but interpersonal relationships
what happened to something call friendship?
Does it mean someone who hold a lower position is not as good as the ceo of the company?
we want to be unique,special...
but isst society constantly differentiating too much?
Didnt you know differentiating constants gives you zeros?
You will become nothing! not special!

When will this world starts integrating more love, concern and trust?
Other then all those integrating resorts with casinos that brings more harm than prosperity...
Didn't you know integration comes before differentiation?

maybe if only i could integrate more of those love & concern into lives of ppl around be...
maybe i could find joy that was there but not found...