About growing older... aren't you afraid?

How i wish friendships could be kept safe forever....
Would two friends be able to become closer again when things has just faded away?
When suddenly,
Activities do not include you anymore,
when conversations do not include you anymore,
when words become piercing,
when meeting up becomes awkward,
when yr life do not include him/her anymore,
when the only feeling left was disappointment,
what can you do?
Should it be left alone?
Would a mother disregard her own child?
Would accumulated misunderstands ever be resolved?
Would people ever stop putting others down?
Would the pain that your love ones cast upon you ever be gone?
Would you bear the pain that someone has put you through without ever telling anyone?
Who would forget the evil/bad things done to you?
Can anyone forgive?

Never did i think so much or ask myself so much questions
But this year is not a good year at all...
For my studies and relationships... (which is wad i hold onto dearly)
I think there will never be ans to these questions...
Are these the burdens we have to bear when we reach adulthood??
Burdens where there are no solutions to?
Walking on a street with no one around could be great sometimes
although there is no one to hear your worries,
there are no one to create these worries...